SIGH
2006-04-13 || 8:55 p.m.

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honestly. PEOPLE GET TIRED. PEOPLE GET PISSED.

you cant take it that just because i wont freaking BLOW MY FUCKING TOP ON YOU you can treat me like shit.

HE treats you so horribly but you LISTEN TO HIM you LET HIM TALK you PRAISE HIM TO THE FUCKING SKIES.

me?

oh hell no. I am the YOUNG IMMATURE FUCKINGDUNNOWHATTHEFUCKIMSAYING asshole!

why? why do you let him do all that stuff and i AM SO @#%^&*( is it because how i treat you? how you know i wont be able to blow my top at you because i have self restraint, and perhaps cos i love you too much? if thats the case, then i'd rather not show it!

like hell! i know you are concerned about me BUT HONESTLY.


im in one of my moods again. argh.

jealousy is a deadly killer. it so is. i just want to brush it ALL ASIDE and put it all behind.

i sometimes wish i was blind then i wont get to see this kinda crap.

the piano is a beautiful instrument.

dance is lovely, other than the turns.

my life is so screwed up. but you all know that dont you?

im so tired to make any attempt to save my wiltering social life, i just thank all the friends who has stood by me so far. especially yunning and brenda. (: yunning for coming to visit ever so surprisingly and often. brenda for having fun with me and just plain sticking with me all this time. sock keng too, for pushing me to study in class when i slack.

the O levels are pressing and yet so far too. im in a procrastinating mood. cant help it right, its a holiday tomorrow. shopping trip cancelled, but will resume on saturday but wont be that same cos we'll be in school uniform. SIGH.

this really sucks, you understand?

happy birthday aileen, im so sorry i dropped your cake.

brilliant & ridiculous


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