ive not blogged for ages! but my life is so mundane there's nothing to blog about. honestly, i have zilch social life. like since goodness knows when have i worn my home clothes out, dressed and made up prettily with one of the many earrings i have. and go SHOPPING like serious shopping. ive never done that before im too stingy. ><
or had a decent meal outdoors, to catch up with girl talk and whats hot and not! NAH i wear NYGH uniform all day long, early in the morning till mid afternoon, reach home wear a set of clothes t shirt and bermudas and wear that to sleep.
ARGHH!!! my fashion world has crashed around me. sigh, i may want a thousand and one clothes but i dont even get the oppurtunity to wear them. ): i may come up with wonderful combinations but cant put them to use!
pft. i just sit at home and rot. but at least i have nice food and company at home.
like the lasagna sitting in front of me now! the cheese is all melty and all. :D:D
these days when i come across things i'd think that "oh i'd blog about that" but when i actually sit down i dont feel like blogging at all. its kinda difficult to phrase things in a way that gives justice to things. im just not good at words. ):
and most of the "things" are unpleasent. pms or sth, i'm just getting increasingly pissed at people. there's disappointment, there's disbelief, there's WTF, there's loads of pent up emotions that i have to swallow but its just stuck deadfast in my throat. i might just explode anyday.
there are some people inconsiderate and just practically PISSING ME OFF. they get in the way and they look at you coldly in the eye as if daring you to go against them. you look past them because you dont want to cause a rift in the increasingly bonding class but like fuck, she.is.such.a.bitch.
there are some people, irritated by you! because you are trying to loosen up from all that tension from the people above. and ta!
there are some people that surprise/shock/disgust you with a new character change/or just a major change. it shocks everyone around and makes almost everyone pissed. like hello you two are so not meant to be together and when you break up again who do you run to US.
and the classic: 'THAT GIRL IS SO FUCKING POPULAR IM GOING TO BE HER FUCKING FRIEND' dont we see that all the fucking time. when you know 'HELLO WE KNOW WHAT'S UP YOUR SLEEVE SO JUST GET OVER IT. GET OVER YOURSELF DUDE.'
i dont even think chocolate can make me feel better. im feeling fat fugly full and fuckedup pissed.
this just isn't one of my good days.
the thunder is promising rain, but the sky isn't. i need someone to shed tears with me.
this week sucked, in class i get dissed because of someone PMSING and i cant do ath about it or i'd feel even worse when im studying. like the latter isn't bad enough. so i force down my insults rebukes and vulgarities and be a nice refined girl.
the teacher accused me of glaring at him when HE was glaring at ME!
absurb?
i so want to get him fucking sacked. he sucks as a teacher. he CANT TEACH FOR GOD'S SAKE.
all he knows is SING. like hello. we dont want karaoke, we want to be prepared for the exams! and NO I SING. and you CLAP. you PRAISE and you SUCK up to me. you smile simperingly sweet when i glare at you and not glare back! no you dont!
im just really really really unlucky to ever have known such a person. such people.
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