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2006-03-07 || 7:49 p.m.

WHEW.

today!

piano exam 90% pass, ITS OVER FINALLY. the examiner looked like mr ellis. (:

"shopping" at parkway parade with mum today. didn't really SHOP to my heart's desire but bought a black racerback and two cool pants and some undergarments. x)

my feet are ACHING my bag UNPACKED my letter UNWRITTEN my dinner UNEATEN

but who cares anw.

IM HERE TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING MORE IMPORTANT.

im seriously concerned about _______. ive read something personal and it seems like he is suffering from some teen angst. he is seriously never someone i would know to suffer from teen angst; he looks perfectly alright from here. he thinks he can survive in school with no friends. and he's currently obsessed with a girl, from a school i dont particularly like. but oh well, looks matter. but what can i do to help him? i want him to open up to me. ): but considering the difference between us. nahh. so meanwhile, i'll make life for him as bearable as possible. ):

AND i want to <3 my family more. i realise i only spend half of a lifetime with them. maybe more than that but you REALISE that for the next half of your life, you have to get what you call your LIFELONG PARTNER who is your husband/wife. and my husbandwife is not appearing any time sooner, and in less than a few decades i would have to depart UNWILLINGLY from my family a.k.a my first half of life.

do you get what i mean.

IT MEANS THAT I HAVE VERY LITTLE LIFE WITH MY FAMILY. if you count. its less than ten decades, less than a century, less than the number of exercise routines i do a day. ITS VERY LITTLE TOO LITTLE.

and im wasting my time here raving about it? i must be out of my mind.

TIME FOR LAYOUT CHANGE!

brilliant & ridiculous


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